Monday, September 13, 2010

Written Today

Oh Travis...I really think my heart is broken.

I just thought I knew hurt,
but I didn't really until now.
I hurt for you, for my sister, for
my parents, and for myself.
I just ache over missing you and
wanting YOU back...100%.
NOT that I won't take you any way I can
get you! The fact that you are still with us
is a MIRACLE and I'll forever and ever
be grateful for that.
For now, though, I just hurt.
Sometimes I wish I didn't love you so much.
But I do!!! And of course I'd never change that!

Thank you for praying for my nephew.

(This picture was taken on my
birthday in March.)

8 comments:

Misty said...

Oh Mindy...my prayers are with you and your family during this time of darkness. Keep believing in His plan. It's so evident that Travis is an amazing individual and has such a loving family. Hugs.

Rhonda said...

I know I have said this more than once, but Travis truly looks just like you! Even more so than I thought in this particular picture! Lucky you (and Travis!)!! Always thinking of you and praying for you ALL.

Beck said...

Always thinking of you and your amazing family Mindy. I am so sorry for the hurt you are all going through. Warm hugs, positive thoughts, and endless prayers allllll the way from sunny Southern California. Hugs to you my friend <3

Shannon said...

Wish we could take it all away. Praying for you all the time and praying for Superman to keep fighting like he has been. Love you.

Kimberly said...

I hurt for you Mindy. It breaks my heart that you are going through this. I wish I could bear some of this pain for you. Love you so...
Travis is so lucky to have you all. I know he can feel it.

melanie, aka Mo said...

I totally understand! I really do!

angie said...

You are an amazing aunt and I wish I could help heal your broken heart. This whole situation completely STINKS!!! The only thing I know to do is just give it to the Lord girl He can take it!!! All your brokeness and anger and hurt and non-understanding and confusion, and exhaustion and helplessness!! everything load Him up...

I love you very much and I am praying for you to see God working today. I hope you get some really good Aunt Mindy time this weekend!

Mrs. Davison said...

It's hard to think about how rough it is for you and your family to be going through this. This truly is a trying time. I know the Lord has plans for you al and He is developing your character even more, but my heart breaks for you. You are all in our prayers still. Hang on and hang in there. Lot of love.